Hello. This place doesn't look incredibly active but it's worth a shot!
I recently have discovered myself. I moved to Portland, Oregon 4 months ago and am attending PSU. I am engaged to a FtM. I have been introduced to many new things in the last year: first from my boyfriend, then from Portland, then from the classes I took at PSU. As a kid I remember thinking how I wanted to be a boy or felt I should be a boy. I always dressed more masculine, but there were days I would want to dress more feminine. I have had a hard time with my breasts because I got them young and they grew fast and large. I have never been happy with them. I would like a reduction so that at least I could bind and look flat chested. I know insurance would cover a reduction (if I had insurance). I don't want to be a boy and I don't want to be a girl either. I feel in between. I don't really know how to describe this. I am searching for balance in my life, sort of a yin and yang.
So I would like to make a transition but I don't know how. My boyfriend knows about my thoughts and he is supportive but he really likes my breasts. I don't know if my family could take it though. They have a hard enough time accepting my boyfriend. I feel like this is the time to change. I live in a different city than the one I grew up. I'm not around people I know or are related to. It's a fresh start. I just don't know where to start.
Anyway, I would like to go by Teagan on here (my chosen androgynous name). As I'm used to being called she and her I'm fine with that. But I wouldn't mind hearing androgynous pronouns for the first time.
- My Introduction